sometimes when i get drunk and the bartender hands me back quarters, i put them in my bra instead of my jeans pockets or my purse. i don’t know why i do it, but every-time i wake up the next day and get in the shower, at least a dollar falls out and scatters all over my bathroom. if for some reason i don’t shower and just get up and go to work or something, i make this cling clang sound when i hug people or move.

…there has to be some hidden meaning behind that. it’s like i’m scared i’m going to lose all my money. which i am.

things that are oppressive:

• living with my parents at 22
• having a canker sore
• oppression